Landlord Stress Cannabis Anxiety Panic

So yeah as you can tell by the title of this blog entry there is  a bit of tension that exists within my world.  None to fear Cannabis is here.  I just lit up a huge fat joint that I rolled using old joints and some mid grade Cannabis .  I am preserving my extra strength medicine by using less of it now.  You all know how that is.

This year thus far has been filled with ups and downs of astronomical proportion.  I practice every day staying in a state of calm. That is no easy task.  Some say that partaking in Cannabis while meditating is cheating.  I say Mother Earth provided Cannabis for us souls that are sensitive and want her help to stay focused and grounded on this planet.

So yeah I partaking in Cannabis as a medicine and for my spiritual journey here on Earth. So many are afraid to admit that they do see the benefits of using Cannabis while meditating.  I was one of those people.  There is still such a strong negative energy force that exists in this world.  This energy wants to stifle your creativity. This energy wants to make you believe that you are inferior at all times of the day or night.

I am not buying into the idea that in order to live a supposed sane  life having PTSD, Arthritis in both of my knees and ankles, and social anxiety I need to take the pharmaceuticals the doctors prescribe me instead of partaking of the sacred healing herb known as Cannabis.

So here I will now get to the frustrations and stress that I am feeling from the landlord of the house that I am renting.  The word landlord sounds a bit extreme.  So he is the Lord of this land that I live on. Wow.  So anyway my landlord decided to come by banging around painting the house today or trying to finish up what he started so he says. And I was a bit surprised to see him here today because last week I asked his wife if he would be coming by.  She sent me a text message saying that she would tell me when he is coming by.  But obviously she did not.

And then I feel the tension and frustration of another person involved and it quite frankly causing me the most panic . 

So in the midst of all the crazy energies floating about through everyone world I sold a handbag off of my shop from a dear sweet soul who watches all of my channels.  So there are blessings among the chaos.  I just have to be observant at all times.  Knowing when to act and knowing when to just observe has been an important key in helping me deal with PTSD.

Thank you all for joining me today!

I hope you find peace within your days and nights and meditate, medicate, and breathe deeply in the fact that Cannabis is truly a healing herb of our nation.

Brightest Blessings,

Trina