Tuesday, October 13, 2020

I Ate The Last Of The SpanishRice

 Tonight my husband is perturbed by me because I ate the last of the spanish rice he made. There was also white rice already prepared. But no. Now I get the silent treatment. It's like I don't exist. I will not be eating any of the food that he cooks anymore. I can see being disappointed but to just out right give me the silent treatment.  No I am not going to go to a shelter. Especially with the covid stuff going on.  He is just a mean ass dude. 

Monday, October 5, 2020

I Do Not Care

 Today is my husband's birthday and we are getting prepared for a 3 day camping trip to Bodega Bay. He says to make sure you bring your cold weather gear. I have 1 sweater, coat that barely closes and only one good pair of pants.


But my husband has a whole wardrobe of cold weather gear. And a gazillion pairs of shoes and boots.  Everything turns out roses on his birthday. When my birthday is forgotten.


Right now I don't even want to talk or be around anyone because whatever I say will be misinterpreted as being ungrateful. And now he's got this annoying ass music on loud and all I want to do is paint all day in silence. I am tired of being in a relationship that is fake. I don't need advice . I am already doing what I need to do.